MY HOROSCOPE FOR THIS MONTH:
CAPRICORN
" You could mean so much to one person,but may not even know it--until this month
He looks up to you so dont do anything foolish that it'll shatter your credibility.
Own up to the responsibility and be a good example."

KILIG MODE:
shet, wonder whose that lucky guy? hmmm, sana crush ko. wait, >>>REWIND<<<< I dont have a crush eh. woops! >>>REWIND<<<<>ulet. i used to have a crush peru he is the pasaway-2 timer kinda guy. And i despise those kinda people. Like seriously have so much hatred! : But enough of that. past is past. Me no likey him no more. gets? :) so aun.. i got sorta kilig when i read the first part of my horoscope :)) ayee..... Sino kaya un noh? shet, now im so dang curious but-- Some horoscopes are probably just hula2x. Diba? i mean, for some instance, its not true. But you'll never know. mangarap lang :) I asked my guy cousin to spill out whats on guys minds whenever they have a crush-- answer niya? "....? if i have a crush on a girl, i'll be kinda aloof around her para di obvious may gusto ako sakanya.." haha kuya talaga oh, Play hard to get :) aus ah :)) hmm, eh ako? ano style ko? xempre, play hard to get also. Para naman hindi desperado-looking haha :))
DRAMA MODE:
i know after i say this, you might think something negative about me & bla bla bla. So what? i have suffered a lot of negative come-backs but that was before when i was a sisi. Sorry guys & gals, i aint the pushover ANGELA I USED TO BE. i have changed and its for the better. Dont believe me? Come right up me and tell me im a bitch and i wont be afraid to taell you off. Highschool life has been a part of my "change" even if it was only a few months. But to tell you the truth, im enjoying every part of it. New school, New friends, New faces, New Teachers, & New adventures. Although, There's always something in my mind telling me that i gave up all my experiences back in negros. WRONG. Negros is my home. My life. i may be enjoying my life here in manila but there will be nothing,i mean NOTHING, that will ever take away my memories from my HOMETOWN-NEGROS. I super duper miss my former classmates whom i consider brothers and sisters. Yes, i do. Everyone in the class knows everyone's secret.. (well almost).. And im pretty amazed on how much we kept it over the years w/o anyone blabbing one's secret..knowing that we were the noisiest class :) i have known them since we were drinking from our baby bottles. I remember our duck-duck-GOOSE! moments when we were kindergarten. i remember our bahay2x moments when we were in our Lower elementary days. I also remember our spin-the-bottle moments.. no matter how gross or how kilig it was, we would do it anyway... As we grow, i have observed our games have, well, also grew. From duck-duck-goos to spin-the-bottle. Aah, evolution :) But as i walked on stage to get my diploma, i have realized something, "am i ready to give this all up? am i willing to leave them and forget all the ups and downs in my life here?"... i stopped thinking and received my diploma.. i smiled as if i wasnt in deep thoughts. But my smile got wider when i saw my mom && granparents clapped and stood as i received my award. My mom was the one who "placed" it on me...(sorry i dont know the term..)...I bursted out crying as our valedictorian,ALEXANDER ALCANTARA gave his valedictory speech... i will never forget what he said...
"i remember walking on the hallways of simon. i was only pre-school when i took my first steps here in simon. i was a bit nervous but i know it was another adventure for me.....i remember when we were kids, we would just play around and wouldnt care whatever's happening around us but as long as we have fun.. And now that we are graduating i believe this is another chapter in life we have to pursue and another great adventure for us,graduates...."
Im not quite sure but it went something like that... ending? i cried. yes, i did. i just tried to hide it.
SKY IS THE LIMIT:
When our graduation ceremony was over. We were asked to write our ambition or our dreams and hopes in a small piece of paper and tie it on the balloon that was given to us. I forgot what i wrote but i do remember writing being successful. As we released our dreams and hopes on the balloon. i looked at the sky as the balloons travel by the direction of the wind that just made me want to-- i dont know... was too excited and sad at the same time.. As the balloons were too far away to look at.... Then came the fireworks, colorful colorful fireworks that would just make you say "wow"... BOOM-There goes my childhood.... i went home crying, sobbing and saddened...
RETREAT:
Our retreat was held at Bahura Resort. Sadly, not everyone was there but atleast my fave people were there :)) It was a sleepover. It was cool. But as we were stralling down the beach, i wrote my name on the sand... And i watched the waves wash it away... Will my dreams and hopes be washed away too? Did the balloons ever reach God? :) hehe. On the last day, i wanted to make a goodbye speech. But time was running because i had to live for manila that afternoon. So i just kissed everyone, yes, even the boys. Thats how much i love them. Hugs goodbye to everyone!..... But when i was on my car, i realized and regretted not telling them the goodbye speech. so i did through text. i told them what i felt etc. and that was the last time i ever saw them........ :(( shit, watta long post....i wanna cry! huhuhu T_T